Lurking Fear

so true
this blue
feeling deep inside you
spilling out on the street
and all around you
it covers
and smothers and mutters and stutters
but you cant let go
because the pain is so new
and as it grows
it clasps and ices your heart
and you aint talkin or walking or hittin the park
and your friends all leave you cold in the dark
and your alone
so alone
so so very alone
until one day the door opens and the sun
it blinds you
with rays so bright they only remind you
of all the things that you missed and forgot to do
and you get your shit together and you know how to
just make things work
work for the better
but just around the corner you better never forget
the blue, this pain so true
because if you do it will be waiting for you.